Falling, falling, falling

I'm in a bit of a downward spiral right now. 

I realized today that in the past year, I've grown apart from more than half of the people I consider to be my good friends in the city. And worse, I've realized that those people don't really care that we've grown apart.

My romantic/sex life continues to be non-existent. I don't know how to do anything about that (me? 21 in two months? never). What's really hilarious about that is that almost everyone in my school thinks I'm dating one of my two good guy friends. So essentially, I look like I have a romantic/sex life with not one but two guys who I will never actually have one with. That's fun. I'm sure that's getting me a lot of dates.

My academics are at their worst in years. I got a C+ in my easiest class last week. All of my profs clearly think I'm losing it. My journalistic instincts are way off.

I'm out of money. When I pay my rent this Thursday, I will be down to $60 to my name... and that's with incredible financial support from my family. I am basically as financially dependent as a 20-year-old comes. 

I don't have plans for a summer job or a living situation next fall.

I feel really, really trapped right now. I don't know how the hell to climb out of this hole. 

I need something good to happen.

I need help.